I'm Done Waiting!

I will not give up
I will over look the pain and the hurt in my heart
When I see your face I will be as excited as ever
But I will cover up the feelings I have for you
To save our friendship

When I see your face
I will overlook the pain and the hurt in your eyes
It was your decision
So it has been made

I will not settle for second best
I am worth more than that
I will not waste my time
Waiting for you to realize what is right in front of you

However I will help water that seed
That has been planted in your life
So that you can grow and move forward
In your walk with Christ

I am willing to take the pain I feel when I'm
Around you, talk to you and even look at you
Just to show you the love of Christ

He means everything to me
and I am willing to put myself through emotional pain
To return the love that he has given me

You are on my heart for a reason
and I will use everything that God has given me
To fulfill that purpose

About Tomorrow

Today is a day

But tomorrow is different

You don't know whats going to happen

Each and everyday is different

But always think about tomorow

Are you going to be awake

Or are you going to be in a place where you feel lost

Every second you are thing something different

Every minute you are doing something else

We are not promised tomorrow

It will remain a mystery to us

You won't know until it happens

So be prepared for whats coming

It would help with the fears of tomorrow

Tomorrow is a day of guestions

Is it going to be sunny

Or is it going to be cloudy

Will I be happy, sad, nad or hurt

Will it be a day I'll never forget

Or will it be a day that will be lost forever

These are questions we all have

That no person could answer

Only one knows whats going to happen

He is the ruler of all

Jesus Christ

Whats a Friend to a Best Friend

The days come and go

Each time, I ru

From the life I once had

Scared to love, care, or even be close to someone

Everytime, they get taken away

The only thing left, was the pain

Knowing that person was always there

They cared, and would find the time to listen to me

and yet they understood

They would put aside anything

Just to be there for me

If I fell, they would help me up

They would do anything to keep me on the right path

I have searched for a friend like this

Not only did I find one

But God blessed me with two

I am grateful to have them as a friend

All thanks to the father in heaven

Scary Halloween

The movie Halloween scared me. Till this day I can hardly watch it. I don't really know why but it does. I will occasionally sit there and watch it but not so often. But one movie I can sit there and watch is When a Stranger call's. I dont really see a different between the two movies, but I'm not really scared to watch this one.

Halloween Monsters who?

Halloween was and always has been

A day for the monsters to attend

There's big one's and small one's

Short one's and tall one's

They may look scary

But in truth they are not at all

Some may be harry

Some may be bare

When it comes to Halloween

All monsters can scare

Lost to be found

Stop your searching

and put down your selfish ways

for you have found happiness

You are no longer lost

for you have found me

I am the all giving

I supply strength for the weal

I am the author of salvation

Your sins have been forgiven

Your chains are broken

The faith you have shown

Is the key to your belief

The love you accept

Is the goal of my teachings

My child, I bless you with gifts

Gifts you give back to me

The prayers of your friends

Has shown my love to thee

I am the Lord your God

To whom you have worshiped

I am here

When life comes at you hard

and you began to fall

I want you to know

I will be there to catch you

When things seem uneven or not fair

and you need someone to talk to

I am here to listen

When it seems like you have lost all faith

and you feel like giving up

I will push you to go on

Because I believe in you

When your arms are to heavy

to hold up on your own

I will be there to lift them myself

For I am a friend who loves

A friend who cares about your choices

and how you live your life

I will be here till the end

Because you are my Best Friend

and I love you with all my heart

A Day to Remember

A day to remember
Is a day to love
If that day never comes
Make a day to remember

Any day can be made to remember
If it's bad
Make it good
If it's sad
Make it happy

No one should leave this Earth
Without a day to remember

To remember a day
Is something you don't want to disappear
It's a special memory to share with your family

Tear's

Tear's, tear's and more tear's
They keep coming
and they wont stop

I tell them to go away
but they don't listen
Why are they here
What causes them to flow

Hurt, pain, sadness
Or is it the broken heart that wont heal

The broken heart that keeps shattering
Into smaller and smaller pieces
Until there's nothing left

These tear's are caused by the pain inside me
When I scream
I scream so soft
To where only God can hear

So soft that nobody around me knows
About the pain and sadness deep inside me

Beautiful One

Here I am sitting under the clouds, staring at the setting sun
How beautiful it seems
Watching the sun set
My mind wonders into a place so peaceful
All the cares in my life no longer seems to bother me
As I stare into the hypnotizing colors of the west
What a marvelous creation
That my eyes have set upon
Something so beautiful
In a uncaring world
How it seems to make everything calm
The wind dies
The birds finish there day as they settle in their nests for the night
The rabbits snuggle into there holes
The little children enter their homes for supper
The day seems all but forgotten
As a voice whispers through the air
A voice so beautiful
That the sun itself was no match
The sweetest of sounds that your ears would ever set upon
It is a reminder of love
Such a beautiful love
That no other could match
An everlasting love
That triumph’s over all
Love from the beautiful savior
The creator of everything so wonderful
That my friend is the voice of the air