Worthless or not

No matter what I go through or what I do
No matter where I'm at
You will always be there

You help me with my hardest trials
and you pull me out of my deepest depressions
There are people in my life that are meant to comfort me
When I need most

Even though knowing that all this is true
I find myself still stuck
In everything that is new

I can't seem to find the words
that will make sense of all this mess
Every jumbled word
to every pointless thought

All it is to me
is such a worthless fought