Senior Year.

So this year has been a pretty good year. There has been some hard times and some great times. But here latley, my mind is only focusing on those hard times and of those bad things that has happened. It just seems so unreal! I want it to be unreal; but I know I can't change anything. I just can;t seem to get my mind off of them, the more I think the worse I feel the more I want things to go back they were. I am trying my hardest but it's just not hard enough! There is just TOO much going on that I want to change!!! God please help me!!