Out of Confusion

Confusion is not the best thing
There are many things to be confused of
Time, money, relationships
or just plain life

My confusion was more than what I could bare
The older I got, the more confused I became

Wondering what's to happen
What I will live through
How I will react

My whole life has been based on confusion
Confused of my family and friends
I've been afraid to love
Afraid I would get hurt more than what I have been

As I look now
Most of the confusion is gone

I have had the help
Of the most wonderful God

He has brought me out of the clouds that I have been stuck in
So long that I still question my relationships with my friends

But I know
That God is there and always has been

If I was to open my eyes
And look at the people around me
I would have known that sooner

I have been blessed with a wonderful family
Who loves and cares for me

With Christian friends
That I know I can trust deeply
And I know they are always there for me
When I need them

So many people that pray for me each day
And they hope for the best
I love them all
And I am truly grateful
To have them in my life